Jo.




the laid.back buddhist 2007

On fear of growing up.

Before I had a seemingly insurmountable fear of graduating…what did I plan on doing? Did I even want to do what I thought I wanted to do?!  It’s enough to drive a gal crazy with self-doubt.  Self-confidence took many a direct hit.

Now I can’t wait to graduate (well, I can, but you know what I mean).  Now, instead of the unknown future scaring me shitless, I’m actually looking forward to it. There’s still a lot left I need to do before, but instead of feeling lost at sea…I have a sense of direction to guide me, no matter how unpredictable things may get.

So. Come on, and give me your best shot.